Bag-Holics

Yes, I can call myself that I am a Bagholics. as I really really addicted to bag, especially those branded bags. I like several brands such as Louis Vuitton (although some of people refuse to buy the original version of LV because they think that most of Asian people who wear LV bags is absolutely wearing the fake one, but in fact there are many Asian people wearing the genuine LV bags :p), Gucci, Chanel,Chloe, Miu Miu, and Hermes (out of budget *sigh*). In terms of my current situation, I think i need to put aside the temptation of buying branded bags this year, as I need to save money for the preparation of my marriage next year. Fortunately, I'm doing small business of my hobby which is selling genuine branded bags, so i can still keep updating the newest model of my favorite brand, and can pretend to have it (for awhile) before the bags are bought and sent to the real owner T_T.

These are my current wish-list of the bags that I crave for (wish to have them someday):D



Chloe Paraty (the design is the mixture of casual style and elegant at the same time)



Miu Miu Coffer (love it, i think this is Miu Miu best design for bag)



LV Brea Vernis MM (sophisticated design)



Chanel Maxi caviar GHW (my dream bag)



Chanel GST (so classy but at the same time casual, besides the price is still affordable)



Fendi Spybag (timeless design, i still love it until now, although my mom has it and i like to borrow from her previously, but still i hope that i can have it someday)

Dubai & Turkey Here I Come...

i believe all of us feel exciting when we hear the word "holiday".
as for myself, i feel the same thing as the most of people felt.
In less than 2 months i will be going off to Dubai and turkey for 11 days with my parents and my aunt's family.
Today is the confirmation date that we are going to Dubai and Turkey on lebaran's holiday for sure. I'm very excited welcoming this holiday as I have not been there before and I can have an opportunity to have holiday with my parents and spend my quality time with them as I do not know how many times I can go together with them before I build my own family. so I think, this would be a rare opportunity for us. Although at first, i felt disappointed because my boyfriend will not be able to join us in this trip as he's on recovery period for his knee's surgery. However, i should think positively. he should get some rest and enough physiotherapy training for his knee so that he can recovers 100% and start his activity normally as though he hadn't get injured before.
I believe, with God permission, we can go there together next time. Not only Dubai and Turkey but also other countries that we dreamed on. so just wait and pray for our turn, darling :D

life is so short or is it only time flies so fast?

Have you lost somebody important to you?
Have you lost somebody who brings great impact to your life?
Have you lost somebody who changes your life and brings positive influence to your life?
Have you lost somebody whom you are depend your life on to?
Have you lost companion with whom you spend the most of your life with?

I believe most of the people have gone through this, and i Believe sooner or later each of us will go through this. Each of us will go through definite "parting" from each other which we always call it "death".

There are so many types of separation, but the terrible one is death.
When the death comes, there is no way to escape from saying goodbye to the world. All of people does not have any authority to avoid death. When the time is through, we do not have any authority to ask God to give any extra time for us to do any useful things for anyone in the world.

This year, my family and i have lost few influence people in our life. Especially today, i have lost my grandmother from my father side this morning. Although I'm not very close to her, I felt shocked and regret for not saying "goodbye" to her at her ultimate time in the world. May her soul rest in peace and I believe she's on the way to our Father's home in heaven.

The existence of the ultimate separation from all beloved people in our life makes me realized that life is too short to be filled with those useless things, such as arguing, fighting, ignoring, etc).Time is too worthy to be filled with those things.

What am i going to do next? I am going to love my family, my boyfriend, and my friends as best as i can. Today I realized, each of us has a time constraint that we face. so i learn to appreciate and respect the time that Lord gives us. God Bless You.

The Last but not least, This is part of the songs written to express and illustrates how people felt when time has arrived to finally say goodbye to our beloved ones.

"If life is so short,Why don't you let me love you, Before we run out of time.
If love is so strong,Why won't you take the chance,Before our time has gone.
If life is so short, if life is so short". -The Moffats-

"I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye" -Mariah Carey-

"Cause I want nothing more than to sit outside Heaven's door and listen to you breathing, Is where I want to be" - LifeHouse-